Getting reborn: I will make a harem this time.-Chapter 25: Don’t waste your money here, The monologue of a poor author

[Do not unlock this Chapter, save your money.]

Had to say that cause this Chapter won’t include anything at all. This is just about me.

So, most of you might not know this but I am from Nepal.

My name is Ravi, currently studying, age 21, and I also do a part time job as a teacher. My life just revolves around these things, wake up, go to college, study then come back, go to teach, return home, and write. For almost 1 and a half year this has been my schedule. And to be honest, it was tough, many things happened during this time and from being a novice writer, I have improved at least a bit, I have yet to do a lot.

But you might not know this, making a harem after transmigrating isn’t my first novel, I wrote another one before that, which was doing good, but it never reached a wider audience as I never got the contract, but that wasn’t the reason why I abandoned that novel, it was for my story to progress that I deleted a 70 or 80 Chapter longer novel. And even now, I remember quite a few people who have read or tried that novel of mine. You, the one currently reading this might be one of them too.

It has always been fun writing, ever since I knew what writing was. I just enjoy it, creating a story with just my imagination and people like it too, it was going good and even now it is. But... it feels like i am losing my motivation now, and my motivation was never money, if have written my book for a year without a single cent, so money is never a thing for me.

But now, I feel tired, maybe doing the same thing for so long has made me dull, it was the reason why I put my novel on hiatus.

And now I have made this one, I love the response that I am getting from you all, saying it is better than my other one and that motivates me more.

It was abrupt of me to suddenly put this on premium, but here I am going to be honest with you all, I have never begin writing for money, nor will I ever do it, but this time, it hurts to say this but, I am writing this novel only for money. Saying so bluntly might make me look bad or money hungry author, but I just wanted to be honest.

As every author, my dream is also the same, writing a novel that could get attention from all over the world and creating such a story that will forever remain in your hearts. That is my dream too, and I have faith that I will write that novel one day or maybe I am writing one currently...

My other novel ’Eternal quest’.

It might be too extreme or arrogant of me to say this, but that has the potential to become one of the best novels. I know I lack the writing ability, my dialogues might be dull, I cannot express the emotions too well, but one thing I am good at (atleast that’s what i believe in) is story. I can write or imagine a good story.

And my that story is something that I have imagined for years, i have been thinking of that so much that the story has began to dull for me. Sometime I wonder if others will even feel like what I do when thinking of that, but my that worry always gets discarded when I think of the end. The trust that is going to come at the end, changes everything for me. Whenever I imagine that, I, an adult, who have forgotten to cry now, tear up. This might be happening because it is close to my heart, but it is what it is.

I never intended to put that in a contract, especially when I knew that I lose all my rights when my work gets contracted, but even then, I signed the contract hoping that maybe my work will be known to many other people, but just yesterday I realised this when I put my this novel to premium that, I will only get features when I put my work on premium. This hurt me when I never planned to put that novel to premium cause I wanted all people to read that even if they cannot pay for it, but it seems I cannot have it.

And do not think that I am asking you to read that one, if you ever feel like giving it a try, then please do so, but I am not asking anyone to waste your time on that one. That story might feel good for me, but that might not happen to you too.

Well, I am getting off track now...

The reason for me writing this Chapter, in between the premium Chapters is just to express the things in my heart, I am grateful that I got to know about this app and I can show you my creations. Whether you like it or not, that depends on you. But if you are reading till now, then all I can say to you is...

Thank you, for trying this work of mine.

[P.S: I feel like returning soon. I am planning to quit my part time job to become an author, but I don’t think I can wait till then, I am having the urge to continue ’making a harem after transmigrating’ soon.]

And here we go again, i tried to post it, but restrictions again, premium works needs to have more than 1000 words for me to upload, this is the thing I actually hate about this app. So what if I just wish to upload a 500 words Chapter or even 700 words Chapter? This is a good platform if it doesn’t treat the authors as slaves and readers as money sacks.