Falling in Love With My Arranged-Marriage Husband-Chapter 143 - 117: Mom Has No Regrets
Chapter 143: Chapter 117: Mom Has No Regrets
These past few days, Ji Sang has been diligently restraining her emotions, her whole being in a tightly wound state, on top of barely getting any sleep at night.
Before Yang Jun emerged from the operating room, due to her body barely holding up, she fainted in Fu Yisi’s arms from crying.
Ji Hanwen looked at Ji Sang, who still furrowed her brow even in unconsciousness, his voice slightly hoarse,
“These past few days, she pretended to know nothing, I don’t know how she’s been getting by.”
Fu Yisi leaned down to pick up Ji Sang, and secured a hospital room to gently lay her on the bed.
How has she been getting by?
Every night after he went to sleep, she would quietly leave the room, going to the side hall to secretly prepare the wedding anniversary gift for her parents.
She would only return around three or four in the morning, quietly lying down beside him, breathing gently, and then silently crying.
How exactly has she been getting by?
Even eating required his constant attention, just to manage eating a bit.
Her condition was always on the verge of collapse.
Fu Yisi looked down at the small woman on the bed, his eyes like the deep sea in a stormy night, endlessly churning.
He did not know if it was a mistake to let her know about this situation beforehand.
But now, seeing Ji Sang in such a state, it still made him worried.
Four days’ time, it seemed, hadn’t helped her start to accept the situation.
The man sighed lightly, raised his hand, and brushed away the tears-soaked hair from her face.
Softly calling her name.
“Ji Sang.”
Now, Fu Yisi fully understood why Yang Jun had already started planning for Ji Sang half a year ago.
He could hardly imagine, if he weren’t around, how Ji Sang could bear it all and fight on her own.
…
Yang Jun woke up two hours later. Ji Hanwen sat beside her the whole time, holding her hand.
“Awake? How do you feel now?”
Yang Jun glanced over,
“Where’s Ah Shang?”
Ji Hanwen’s lips pursed,
“She went to prepare some stuff.”
Yang Jun squeezed Ji Hanwen’s hand slightly, chuckling,
“Did I scare her?”
Yang Jun hadn’t expected to faint suddenly while calling her over to come clean.
Ji Hanwen held her hand up to his lips and kissed it,
“She has known all along, Ah Jun, Ah Shang is not as frail as you think. These past four days, she has been trying her best to take care of you. See, aren’t you fine? Ah Jun, no need to worry.”
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Yang Jun was tired, and on hearing this, she laughed,
“That’s good then.”
And then she fell back asleep.
At this moment, Fu Yisi was in Chen Mo’s office.
“You’re a doctor yourself, what’s wrong? Can’t accept it?”
Chen Mo raised an eyebrow, looking at the stern-faced man.
Classmates for several years, acquaintances for over a decade, he had never seen Fu Yisi looking like this.
Yet after finishing, Chen Mo still voiced his thoughts.
“You haven’t been at the hospital these past few days, your physical condition has obviously worsened.”
Chen Mo paused,
“Three months at most, prepare yourself.”
After speaking, the office fell into silence.
Fu Yisi remained silent.
Chen Mo suddenly remembered how Fu Yisi looked at Ji Sang before entering the operating room.
He looked up at the man,
“Fell in love?”
After receiving Fu Yisi’s entrustment, he had specifically asked around about Fu Yisi’s marital status.
He and Ji Sang were matched through a matrimonial alliance.
But Fu Yisi’s current manner was nothing like those in an arranged marriage.
There was only one possibility.
That truly means falling in love.
Fu Yisi, once in love, becomes fatally vulnerable.
Fu Yisi did not respond directly.
“Not at the hospital, how much longer?”
“One month”
….
This conversation between mother and daughter ultimately dragged on for over five hours.
At this moment, Ji Sang was sitting by the bed, holding Yang Jun’s hands tightly
Neither of them rushed to speak first.
The air was already stifled on a summer afternoon, and unfortunately, the topic awaiting them was exceptionally heavy.
Yang Jun gently patted Ji Sang’s hand, trying to ease the atmosphere.
“Ah Shang, don’t blame mom”
This was the first thing Yang Jun said.
Ji Sang’s eyes instantly reddened.
“Ah Shang”
Even lying on the hospital bed, Yang Jun was as calm and graceful as ever.
“Over the past six months, Mom has pushed you to accelerate your life’s journey, leading you into a completely unfamiliar marriage. But I’m glad, I didn’t misjudge Xiao Si”
“All these years, I have treated you as my own daughter, and I know our place in your heart, so, I am very afraid”
“Ah Shang, your life will be even more splendid, even without me, you still have your father, your beloved photography, and now Xiao Si too”
“I hope you won’t close yourself off for too long because of this”
“Ah Shang, mom has come to terms with it, these past six months, I’ve lived well, these past few days I’ve been very happy, enjoying the joys of family”
“You and Xiao Si being able to love each other, it comforts me”
“Ah Shang, mom has no regrets, so won’t you ease mom’s worries?”
The words of Yang Jun revealed all her painstaking efforts over these six months.
Ji Sang listened and silently wept.
Unknown to her, her mother had alone silently borne the pain of illness, silently planned her future life, silently worried about her.
“Mom”
Ji Sang spoke in a hoarse voice
“Does it hurt?”
Despite the torment of illness over this half-year, she still looked at her so tenderly as if nothing had happened.
Seeing Ji Sang crying uncontrollably, Yang Jun’s eyes reddened, and she began to choke up
“Dear mom, with dad always by my side, it’s not too hard, the physical pain is bearable, Ah Shang, but the mental torment is different, do you understand what mom means?”
How could she not understand?
All of her mother’s secrets over these six months were just for her.
“I understand, I understand everything, mom”
Ji Sang kept nodding.
If she hadn’t understood, she wouldn’t have been so cautious to maintain this benevolent lie during these four days.
Hearing this, Yang Jun smiled contentedly, turning her head to watch the setting sun slowly descend, her eyes and brows slightly curved
“Ah Shang, do you remember when you first came to our house, sitting alone in the yard, watching the sunset for a long time?”
Back then, Little Ji Sang had just left the orphanage, facing the unfamiliar Ji Family, Ji Sang wouldn’t even utter an extra word.
She would just sit alone in the yard, from afternoon till evening.
Witnessing every majestic and melancholic sunset.
“I remember”
That was her first day out of the hospital after coming to the Ji Family.
She didn’t remember anything else.
The strange environment, the strange family members, including… the stranger herself.
For Little Ji Sang, then only eight years old, only the truest part of nature could give her a sliver of security.
“Back then, you were such a little one, and now you have grown up and started your own family,”
Yang Jun sighed
“Ah Shang, there are so many beautiful sunsets yet to come, would you watch them with mom’s share as well?”
“Okay
