A Crazy Love Proposal-Chapter 40 - 34 didnt say I definitely wont let you in
Chapter 40: Chapter 34 didn’t say I definitely won’t let you in
Chapter 40 -34 didn’t say I definitely won’t let you in
She was somewhat apprehensive, “Not exactly.”
“If it’s not the case then get out,” Wen Yangzhi’s attitude wasn’t one of anger, but the sense of boundary was extremely strong.
The words she wanted to say circled in her mind several times but she ultimately couldn’t speak them out loud; the unease of relying on others made her always tread lightly.
With the wishful thinking that maybe she wouldn’t be the only one without a class uniform tomorrow, she wouldn’t stand out as much.
Just as she was about to leave.
A deep voice sounded from behind her, “Wait.”
She turned around full of hope, only to see Wen Yangzhi’s drooping eyelashes, his distinct wristbone laxly resting on the mahogany railing, and the man’s restrained voice ringing out:
“This house is not a place where you can go wherever you please.”
She was taken aback.
Wen Yangzhi spoke indifferently, “You’re seventeen, you should understand what I’m saying.”
It only took an instant for Yun Yuwan to become frozen in place.
She had thought that Aunt Qin and the servants might subtly ostracize her.
She never expected her brother would ostracize her too.
A strong sense of shame and the inability to save face made her eyes sting with tears.
It turned out she was deluding herself.
She ran out and returned to her room, where her chest was tight with a suppressed feeling, and she wanted to cry but couldn’t.
The specialness she thought she had, in reality, never existed.
She was still the person no one cared about, with no parents, who would be there for her?
The next morning, she couldn’t even eat breakfast and rushed off to school.
She went to the event without a class uniform, but she hadn’t anticipated she would be the only one.
Aside from her, not a single person forgot to wear the class uniform.
She hadn’t forgotten either, she was terrified of being bullied over it, so she remembered very well, even placing the uniform in the most visible spot. It was obviously the servants who took her clothes away, so why was everyone picking on her?
Everyone was dressed in the same uniform, except for her, standing alone in her usual clothes amidst the crowd, feeling utterly helpless as she tried desperately to hide herself from view.
But Yang Ni was the first to spot her, casually lobbing a water balloon her way, which hit her before Yun Yuwan could react.
Yang Ni looked at her dress and mocked, “You did that on purpose, right?”
She understood what he meant, suggesting that she purposefully wore a dress to seduce him. He was always so talkative; even if she wore rags, he would accuse her of trying to seduce him.
Idiot, with such long sleeves and a skirt, to think she was trying to seduce him, he must be delusional.
Yet, she couldn’t afford to offend him, because the Wen Family was wary of him.
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She clenched her fists tightly.
But the others were easily led astray by Yang Ni.
“Normally it’s fine, but to want to dress differently at this time to attract attention, that’s pretty slutty.”
“I hate people like that, she was provided with a uniform but still had to dress differently, making all of us wear it for nothing. It’s not like Yang Ni will give her a second glance; she wishes.”
Someone purposely came over and shoved her aside, “You better not join this event.”
Yun Yuwan was pushed to the side, hitting her waist against the corner of a table, and winced in pain for a while.
People around even taunted:
“Keep pretending, just keep pretending.”
“You came here just to hook up with Yang Ni, why bother joining these activities?”
She refrained from losing her temper because she couldn’t deal with the consequences of being told to call her parents.
After all, she had no parents.
She could only tell herself over and over again.
Isn’t she used to enduring this already, it’s been almost half a year, she should be adept by now.
What right did she have to claim she was in pain?
During the event, she stood by the window upstairs, peeking out ever so slightly, as her classmates frolicked and chased each other, playing games.
She didn’t dare to lean out too noticeably, afraid of being seen and thought of as someone who really wanted to join.
She didn’t want to be involved at all.
Not at all.
She sat in silence until school was over, then visited the bookstore again, hoping to find that comic book series.
The clerk, while organizing books, spoke to her, “The comic book series you’re asking about had a limited print run, and we’re out of stock. There’s another bookstore in the east of the city that might have it; you could try your luck there.”
Thus, Yun Yuwan took a long subway ride to another bookstore.
The comic series depicted a family, a daughter and her parents, exuding a warmth that felt like a beautiful dream to her.
It was almost her only emotional sustenance, allowing her to feel, temporarily, that she was that little girl again, escaping from the real world as she read those funny and heartwarming stories.
Especially since the father in them, who behaved much like her own father, had a soft, good-natured temperament, and the mother shared that same oval face.
Whenever she was on the verge of an emotional breakdown, just looking at the illustrations could make her feel better.
But after searching for a long time in that bookstore, the staff just told her that it seemed to be truly sold out; the last volume was gone. They suggested she check the bookstore in the west side.
But she had just come from there.
It wasn’t until after nine in the evening that she returned home, expecting someone to ask her where she’d been, even if it was with a hint of scolding. She thought someone might care what she did, but no one did.
No one noticed her.
The class uniform had been brought in by the maid and was lying on the sofa.
But it was useless now. What use was it to her?
So ridiculous.
Wen Yangzhi was discussing business with Wen Wei in the living room. Yun Yuwan approached them and softly pleaded, “Brother, there’s a comic book series I really like, but it’s no longer available for sale. I saw the butler taking it to Jing Building before.”
Wen Yangzhi looked up, his voice tranquil, “Have the butler buy you another set from somewhere else.”
She hadn’t held out much hope to begin with, and just smiled, “No need, I was just asking.”
She had already visited all the bookstores she could. Today were the last two.
She couldn’t find mom and dad anywhere.
That night, Yun Yuwan sat on the rooftop, tempted by the idea that jumping off would end everything.
But when crying, she couldn’t help but give those around her another chance, hoping someone would try to keep her around just once, be kind to her just once, and she would want to live.
She really wanted to live, and she missed mom and dad so much.
The next day she went to school in a daze, with no appetite and no energy, having skipped breakfast.
During a double free period, she attempted to go fill up her water bottle, but fainted after just a few steps due to low blood sugar.
Yet her classmates assumed she was faking it; she lay unconscious in the classroom for a long time before coming to.
When she woke up, no one attended to her. She took a while to recover, then slowly started drinking milk from her bag.
Vaguely overhearing someone claim she was pretending to faint to get Yang Ni’s attention, imagining things.
With no expression, she walked over, slammed a book into that person’s face, and left without looking back.
Whatever about calling the parents, it seemed irrelevant now.
Back home, she saw Wen Yangzhi discussing a contract with someone. She sat down with her backpack in a corner of the sofa.
It wasn’t until the guests had left that Wen Yangzhi noticed she’d been crying the whole time, silently, without making a sound.
Wen Yangzhi sat across from her, as she continued to cry.
He grew impatient, his brow furrowing slightly, “Do you want to read that book so much?”
He stood up and approached, his tall figure casting a shadow over her. She cried but became slightly panicked. However, the next second he simply picked her up in a cradle hold.
Yun Yuwan was startled.
But Wen Yangzhi held her securely, stepping out of the villa with a strong, masculine breath and arms that were powerful and broad, passing underneath the crook of her knees and shoulders.
So steady she felt like a cotton doll being lifted, which didn’t require any effort to hold securely, without the slightest wobble.
The thin sunlight fell haphazardly across the chiseled lines of his face.
He carried her into Jing Building, and as they stepped inside, she was afraid, “Aren’t we not allowed to come in?”
Wen Yangzhi didn’t respond to her, continuing to carry her all the way to the carpet of the study, hugging her in his arms and asking in a low voice:
“Which one do you want?”
